Jade Zabric Music

Oh and I, had the most heartbreaking, devastating conversation today
Confronted by the past, it happened all so fast from get this my soul mate's soul mate
And so I spoke the words to her I never had it in me to say
But I was thinking of her thinking why can't this all go away

Cause in my head its not me, no I'm not the one who's the problem here
It's her she's the one, she's the hoe the bitch who needs to dissappear
But then I stop I think I keep my mouth shut 
saying these words would get me nothing but fucked
If I want to keep him in my life I must break down, I must oblige

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Cause when you love someone it don't matter how it hurts
You do whatever it takes no matter if your heart breaks
And when you love someone you can't get enough
Cause without them in your life things just can't go right
When you love someone you can't stand to lose
Even though it's not you decision to make or choose
But you can't no you can't lose something
When there's nothing left to lose. 

So I'm looking towards the sky and I'm asking god why
Why do I defend him why am I still on his side
He's in this situation he just fell in, 
it's not what he wanted, he loves me I know it
He's trying to be a better man trying to make a stand
trying to be a better father than his father was
I know she needs him now but so do I, why now why us? 
In my heart I know I'm the one he really loves. 

I can forgive him for the mistakes he's made but I need answers I hope and pray
That this all blows over he comes back to stay, 
but I know that I won't ever turn out that way
Cause this is all way over all of our heads, 
we can all look away but it's all for pretend 
There's no looking back to the way things once were, 
an old life is torn and new life is born 

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